hhmm...sedeyy nape plk...mcm2 la dinah nii..
nahh..its just dat..kinda feelin' down and dissapointed wif myself
in makin abi abdussamad (ustaz sy) kinda sad...
though the sadness doesn't really show on his face..
i just knew dat he is really sad and kinda dissapointed in me..
i guess this is not the first time no more..
well..countless?? well..not dat muchh..
several times i suppose..
i just want abi to noe dat i'm TERRIBLY SORRYY
for all the heartaches i've caused him..i just couldn't forgive myself if
i just had to hurt abi once more...haiyaa...as what kak atin says,
human beings is nvr perfect..surely they'll be mistakes that we
make unintentionally...
apologising thru blogging doesn't mean anything..
most probably..i shld apologise abi as soon as i meet him the nx lesson
and of course! i jollywell mug my tajwid!!
dun make abi sad laa dinaahhh..tk baekk oii...
abi sedey..dinah lg sedeyy!! wakk =(
remind me of this one incident dat occurs recently
i wasn't ready for his test...
wif a heavy heart..i just had to squeeze out the juice of
'tajwid'
yackity-yack..i had trouble in answering abi's qns..
lack of confidence is a primary trouble for me..
secondary>>lack of prac./reading
finally>> abi sllu kasi terprjt arr...well, kinda surprise test..
it's abi's old time favourites...
well whatever it is...
despite the sadness i can feel in him..n me, obviously sad infront of abi
is not dat i cry...nolaahh it's just dat my recitation are getting in a
lower tone..way diff. compared to usual
hhmm..papepn...
abi! asifah jiddan abi! jiddan3!!
~ilal liqa'~